Anger management

Fine, I have anger management issues...so thank you very much for sticking up to the asshole who bought gifts at the last minute of your Christmas party because y'all gave him the evil eye when I've been saying he was gonna do it again because he's a first class dick. Stick it up your fucking arse for all I care.

Crazy bush dwelling guy

20nov2015

I died the first time you said hello; with the sun illuminating you from behind and casting your blonde hair an almost angelic glow. 

I knew then I wouldn't survive the ordeal, but like with most everything I've done with my life, I was careless and too stubborn in my crazy ways.

I feel I never did love you, as someone once told me, I couldn't fall in love, I only obsess. It doesn't hurt when I think of you, but it does make me sad and a tad bit embarrassed of all the stunts and antics I pulled off to make you notice me. 

I died because you were the epitome of who I wanted in my life but I can't have and don't deserve.

My friends laugh at how I mourned over something that never was and never will, and most times I do laugh with them. Such is my fate. 

When I do find myself thinking of you, the tears come, not because of the what ifs, but of how stupid I was to delude myself that you would look at me like I was all you needed in your life.

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